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[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo. (One month till I get mine!)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings (3).
[ ] I have piercing other than ears.
[x] I play The Game.
[x] I just lost The Game.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school ('08)
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. (Art History 2008... my teacher didn't believe me so i had to show him the huge hole in my jeans... on my butt)

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples. (until i was 8... my best friend was a guy... 'nough said)
[x] I've broken a bone. (just my fingers)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed. (I wish!)
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[x] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada. (Christmas 2007... cold but so much fun)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (sorry sean... I promise it was an accident)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping. (I so WISH)
[x] I've played spin the bottle. (*giggles*)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace facebook.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. (nasty stuff)
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single (in my mind)
[x] I'm in a relationship (trying to get out of one)
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. (*smiles*)
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. (oh yeah)
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. (No one freak out... I still only like guys. This was a one time thing.)
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain. (*smiles*)
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game. (nope... never have)
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light. (I am insanely law abiding when I drive)
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed (ew)
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. (I couldn't sleep)
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. (Just so damn tasty)
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. (who doesn't think about it at some point?)
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (not to the unhealty point)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (green)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I am guilty of 7'/P1|\|6 |_1|<3 7|-|15.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (I laugh at everything)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[xxxxxxx] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails. (such a gross habit *cough**cough*)
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

When the sun came up,
We were sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we were dreaming,

There are moments when,
When I know it and
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keep it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, kill for this

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything,
we're glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us,

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything.

I've got writer's block.

I wish (like almost everything these days) that i could just take a pill and make it go away!!!

I even watched Alice in Wonderland!

A memory cannot wrap its arms around you and speak pretty words into your ear. You cannot hear its heart beat or watch its chest rise and fall. Nor can the small thought provide warmth between your long frozen sheets. It can only bring a small portion of the joy from which it was originated, if it brings joy at all. Often, the more joy there was in the moment, the more pain we feel when remembering. And yet, memories are dear to us. It is pain that is so close to pleasure, we yearn to feel its embrace. No longer are we in love with the person in our memories, but with the memory itself. We have fallen for the concept of happiness and the promise of peace, just out of reach.

I have come to the conclusion that "Alice in Wonderland" is the perfect inspiration inducer. Whether you read the book, "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland," or watch the Disney version, the story line is a sure cure for writers/artists block. The plot is so confusing and insane, not to mention with the addition of Alice's bipolar personality and the wacky, semi-developed characters. Your friends may give you grief over watching a Disney classic that hasnt seen the light of day in 8 years, but trust me, its worth it.

Happy Half-Birthday to Kelly!!!

And a very happy unbirthday to all of you!!!